Thursday, April 16, 2009

Love?

Quiet

I like it
when its like this
when everything is so
Still
when all you hear is
your thoughts and
the Wind

He takes me so high
in the sky
He has to hold my hand
real tight
while we aresitting on the moon
so I won't
f
a
l
l
back down to Earth
I don't mind
I hold tight to him too
I don't want to go back

His hand left mine
for a breif moment
and I felt hollow
like he filled me
up with sweet sunshine
and took the light
a w a y

Fearing I might
f
a
l
l
back down to earth
I hold on
to his
memory

I like it
when its like this
when everything is so
Still
and all you can hear is
your thoughts and
the wind

I don't feel
quite right
until I feel his
hand back
inside mine

Why did you leave?
I meant to ask
but his reality
is so much better
than his memory
and i forget

He tells me
anyway
he said
he went to
give me the
brightest star
in the sky
It reminded
him of me

And in a
voice as smooth
as chocolate
and as soothing
as the breeze
he tells me
Ilove you
and gives me
the star
the key to his
heart

we go high
above the
stars
hand and hand


I like it
when its like this
and all you can hear is
your thoughts
and the wind


LOVE.what does it feel like?Im not talking about sisterly-love,brotherly-love,or friendly-love.Don't get me wrong these are all powerful love and should not be underestimated,but I'm talking about walk-around-the-world-three-times-barefooted-type love.Is this love real?I mean have felt strong like but never love-love.I've read about it, written bout it,dreamed about it,even sung a song about it off the radio,but i have never felt it.Outside of my books,my favorite movies,and my dreams
does love like this actually exists, or am i just a hopeless romantic.If it does exist, have you ever felt it,saw it,or lived among it?Im just curious.

Monday, April 13, 2009

The Imaginary Husbands of the week

Today I was watching Seventeen Again,and no not the new one with Zac Efron(who is one of my imaginary husbands),but the with Tia and Tamera Mowry.




I love the movie and one of the main reasons why I do is







MARK TAYLOR
He is so indescribably fine.I loved Gene,his character in the movie.He was so smooth,and he made me love dudes in fedora hats.In that first scene,when he rolled down the window and revealed his fine younger self,see video 4:50, was I believed the first time I ever swooned.

And then I swoon again when I hear this boy
Man,I just love that curly black hair and those cute freckles.See it is one thing to be cute,but to be cute,a talented singer,a practicer of abstinence,and play acoustic guitar is another thing.


I think that song is so beautiful.The video is nice too, minus the clumsy girl with the wings that was messing up the groove. Did I mention that I love acoustic guitors and
dudes that can play them?

Sunday, April 12, 2009

HI-YA

I am Lexci and I had a blog before but it was made when I wasn't being my trueself.
So most of the stuff on it was me attempting to be something I'M NOT.
Just recently I realized to be a leader I can't be afraid to stand out,to be different,to be weird,to be me.So THIS BLOG IS THE CAREFREE UNAFRAID ME
ENTRY FROM JOURNAL:
4/10/09
8:04 pm
I just saw a bunch of wild purple flowers and right in the middle of them was a single yellow wild flower.Will I be that wild yellow flower in a sea of purple?
Yes,I will